I’ve been there …

I used to be lonely, feeling inadequate, and afraid of facing life’s pressures and responsibilities. I never dared to be myself. I was concerned about how the world saw me and I was trapped in the judgment of others.

… Lost my way.

It was a dark time. I was adrift, aimless, and couldn’t find a reason to wake up every day. There was no specific event that happened for me to fumble, heal, or solve. It was as if I slept one night and the next morning my whole inner world was covered by a mysterious dark shadow along with an indescribable suffocating feeling. I couldn’t react to the storm of my 30s crisis.

I wanted to change.

I searched for myself in nature, in the sky, among the stars. I went from one forest to another, from one land to another, from one continent to another. I tried everything I had never tried before. I learned what I had never been taught. I was a “Different Me”. And it felt so good!